A Letter to Small Victories Ministry

February 21, 2024

2013

No one had greater character than Jesus Christ. His perfect character was not developed in easy times. He became a leader because of the problems he had to endure. Hebrews 2:10. God allows us to go through adversities, trials, and tribulations so that we develop that same strength and character. Character cannot be developed without pain.


“After you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who imparts all blessing and favor, who has called you, will complete and make you what you ought to be.” 1 Peter 5:10.


This letter was sent to me this past week and it has confirmed what we’ve been dealing with outside the Hope Clinic. In all of my fourteen years of being on that sidewalk daily, I have never experienced the reproach that has been showing up for the past few months.

These professing Christians will not come under authority, they will not listen to the established leaders, and they will not take correction.


Many, many babies have been unfortunately killed by those who profess to love Jesus. Their insults and screams have made these mothers more determined to get inside away from all the noise. It has turned more unsaved souls away from Jesus than these egomaniacs would care to know.


We don’t have to worry about the Hope abortion Clinic destroying babies or this vital ministry; the holy hypocrites are doing a pretty good job.


Dear Angela:

After visiting the Hope Clinic with a friend on Saturday, May 12, I got curious about your organization and ministry so I looked you up on the internet. Actually, I was looking to see if a photo of me or my car would appear on your site after noticing several pro-lifers walking around with digital cameras and video recorders. I would like to call your attention to the following entry from the "street report" segment of your website:


After being degraded and screamed at by the troublemakers, a man and his wife who had gotten the abortion, got into their car and were leaving when Rick gave the man literature and a Bible. The man shook Rick’s hand and told him, “God bless you! Things may of turned out differently had they not screamed her in there.” “A kind word turns away wrath.” Proverbs 15:1.

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I am the man who shook Rick's hand and said "God Bless You" to him as he offered me literature that day, and I wanted to share some insights and observations about my visit to Hope Clinic with you because after reading your website, and learning what you and your ministry do; I would like to say that I whole heartedly agree with your work, and I am impressed by the fact that you are actually reaching out to the women who enter Hope Clinic in an effort to help them and offer them a better choice; rather than spewing hatred and condemnation like some of the other pro-life activists I witnessed that morning. (namely the black guy wearing a collar, and a couple of others with him)


So for what it's worth, I'd like to share with you my experience of that day. Firstly, I would like to clear something up:


Although you referred to me and my friend as "man and his wife" in your entry; this is not the case. In fact, she is not even my girlfriend... Nor was I the father of her aborted child. That said, I will tell you why I was at the clinic that day. The woman I went to Hope Clinic with is a long time friend of mine who turned to me for help when she learned that she had to have an escort for her appointment at Hope. She had no one else she could trust with the fact that she was going to have an abortion, and no one else was available to make the 3 hour drive to Granite City that day. When she told me she was pregnant, and approached me about escorting her, I was hesitant. I asked her why wasn't the father (her ex boyfriend) going to handle that duty. She informed me that they were no longer on speaking terms and that he wanted to nothing to do with having the baby, nor did he want to pay for an abortion, yet alone be the one to take her to it. Basically, she was on her own. She has few close friends, and getting assistance from her family was out of the question. She is 40 years old, has two children from a previous marriage, and she's not in the best of emotional health. Her and her family are devout Catholics as well. She told me I was one of only two people she could turn to for this, and the other one had no drivers license; so she wasn't an option. So she turned to me and I agreed to make the trip to Granite City with her.


Prior to this event, I hadn't really given the issue of abortion much thought. This is the first time I've had any direct experience with it. I've known women who have had them, but never someone this close to me. Despite being a Christian, and politically very conservative; I never really have taken any kind of "firm stand" on the issue. I've always been kind of floating in the middle between "pro-life" and "pro-choice". I guess that being a man and knowing that I would never be pregnant made it easy to be ambivalent about it. However, I have never been comfortable with it and have always seen it as something less than clean....yet something that had never affected me personally until my visit to Hope Clinic a week ago. Since that day, and after reading your website (and numerous others); I have given the topic of abortion a lot of thought, and I can definitely say I now believe that abortion is dirty and evil....and most importantly, I believe that abortion is certainly not part of God's plan which he has for people.


Yes, I asked her if she was sure she wanted to abort when she told me of the pregnancy. She told me her reasons she wanted to abort, and also told me she had prayed very much about it. Maybe I should have tried to convince her to keep the baby, but it was quite obvious that nothing I was going to say was going to change her mind. She had made up her mind, and she was very adamant about it. She's pretty "hard boiled" and stubborn, so I knew there was no way she would change her mind. Despite not being wholly comfortable about assisting her with her dilemma; I agreed to go to Granite City with her because we are friends and she has been there for me in the past when I needed some support or a favor.


Anyway, we were the first car to arrive at the Clinic that morning. We made the mistake of parking right next to the alley and were immediately verbally accosted by the black man wearing what appeared to be the collar of a priest; and a couple others. These people were openly hostile and judgmental. As we tried our best to ignore them, we watched them as they harassed clinic employees as they reported for work. In my opinion, this is not a very good approach towards trying to dissuade women from abortion - hence my comment about "things might have turned out differently" without being screamed at and condemned. Unfortunately, when I made the comment I wasn't referring to my friend. As I mentioned above, nothing was going to change her mind. I was referring to other women (or couples) who come to Hope Clinic. I can't quote the specific scriptures, but after experiencing the tirades of a few of those people that morning, the "...don't judge, lest ye be judged", thing comes to mind. Also coming to mind was the ability of some people to spot twigs in other people's eyes, despite having a log in theirs! That's one of the reasons that motivated me to write to you. After visiting your website, reading about your work, and reading about your success stories and your "saves"...it is obvious that you are attempting to minister and help people...not just empty proselytizing.


I have no idea what goes through a woman's mind when she is considering an abortion. I do know of a friend who once told me that her abortion was the biggest regret of her life, so I do know that it is an extremely emotionally and traumatic experience. I also know that women probably carry a lot of psychological scars with them after having an abortion. The pain on a lot of people's faces inside that waiting room at the clinic was apparent, I will tell you that. I saw people from all walks of life in there. I'm glad I wasn't there as a mother, or as a father...and I feel guilty enough now about just being there in the first place, even though I was just helping out a friend.


I have been thankful in the past that I have never been in a situation where I had impregnated a woman and would be faced with having to be a part of that kind of decision. Like I said before, I have always been kind of ambivalent about it. After this experience, I can definitely be counted among the ranks of the pro-life.


Should abortion be illegal? It's easy to say "yes". However, there will always be women willing to have them, and doctors willing to perform them; regardless of it being illegal. This is sad, but true. I don't see how anyone who actually researches the issue of abortion and knows its true effects could do anything other than condemn its practice.


Sorry this is so long. I just wanted to share my experience and let you know that your organization has made me re-think the way I view abortion. Although I couldn't have changed my friends mind, I do feel kind of ashamed that I was a participant in her abortion - even though all I did was basically give her a ride. I am a Christian. I believe in Christ, and I believe in God. I'm far from a "model" Christian and could be a better practicing one. I have prayed for my friend who had the abortion, and I've also prayed that I am forgiven for the role I played. I believe that I am forgiven, but it still feels wrong to me to profess myself as a Christian, yet at the same time enter an abortion clinic. In hindsight, I shouldn't have been at the Hope Clinic...simple as that.


In closing, I would like to ask you to pray for my friend who had the abortion, and throw in a prayer for me, her friend who escorted her. Your ministry, and your methods, do touch people. If not for the subtle and sincere way your friend Rick approached my car when I was leaving the lot that morning. I would have probably left thinking that all people who are pro-life are bitter and hateful zealots based on the actions of others that morning.


Thanks and God Bless,


"J"

By Restoration News October 28, 2025
Oct 27, 2025 Samantha Flom Abortion | Follow the Money Patients' reviews of Granite City's longtime abortion mill describe the horrors and potential crimes that take place inside its walls. Less than 10 miles to the northeast of St. Louis sits Illinois' oldest continuously operating abortion clinic. Granite City's deceptively named Hope Clinic is well known in the Midwest for its long history of butchering babies since 1974—just one year after the Supreme Court decided Roe v. Wade. Much less publicized is the clinic's apparent history of butchering women. A search of Madison County's court records turns up decades of lawsuits accusing Hope Clinic and its abortionists of medical malpractice, negligence, and even wrongful death. Dozens of Google reviews build on those claims with chilling tales of unsanitary conditions, verbal abuse, and lasting physical and emotional trauma. Still, the clinic not only remains open but has now expanded to include a swanky new location in Uptown Chicago that advertises "all-trimester" abortions. So, how does a business plagued by litigation and poor reviews manage to survive? Nameless, faceless donors obscured by the Left's favorite dark money network. The Abortion Mill At one point, it was Granite City's old steel mill that drew people from across the country to the area. "Now, it's the abortion mill," said Angela Michael, CEO of Small Victories Pregnancy Outreach. Hope Clinic has made headlines in recent years for the sheer volume of traffic the facility continues to receive from states with stricter abortion laws since Roe's reversal. In Illinois, abortion is legal for any reason up until fetal viability—or roughly 22 to 24 weeks' gestation—and to protect the mother's life and health after that. Hope Clinic's Granite City location offers abortions as late as 27 weeks and six days into a pregnancy, or the end of the second trimester, making the facility a popular choice for desperate women seeking late-term abortions. "[Women from] all 50 states are flown in, and families come with them, so it's just very sad to see," Michael said. Those who arrive at the clinic are likely to find Michael, her husband Daniel, and their mobile pregnancy center out front. For more than three decades, the Highland couple has been helping Hope Clinic patients choose life for their babies by offering free pregnancy testing, ultrasounds, counseling, doctor referrals, and baby supplies to those in need. Michael estimates they've saved more than 7,000 babies through their efforts and convinced several abortion workers to leave the industry. "They have come out and blindsided me and told me, 'I'm leaving today, Angela. Your ministry's changed my life. I'm going out to do what real nurses should be doing," she said. But along with those miracles, they've also seen tragedies. "Almost two years ago in December, we saw four ambulances in one week," Michael recalled, noting that she chronicles everything she witnesses and learns about the clinic on her two websites and Facebook page. "People have shared with me, written me letters about the inside of that abortion clinic, the filthiness, and I've reported it," she said. "Just the stench was a turn-off to some of the women that went in there, and they would change their minds and not go through with it." A 'Nightmare' of a Misnomer Hope Clinic greets all visitors with a banner out front that reads: "Where there's hope, there's choice." On its website, the facility promotes itself as a provider of "safe" and "compassionate" care. Dozens of lawsuits and Google reviews* suggest otherwise. In 2018, one reviewer said she accompanied a 16-year-old family member to the clinic for an abortion performed by a male Indian doctor, whom she described as "rough, insensitive, and disrespectful." "He stabbed a needle forcefully into her pelvis without warning and went to great lengths to ensure her procedure was as painful as possible!" she wrote. She added that the abortionist treated the teen "like trash" and "yelled and screamed" in the hallway. "I felt this man had no respect for women at all. I would not recommend this clinic to any woman, it's a nightmare!" Hope-Clinic-review-2-screenshot.png Michael said the abortionist was likely Dr. Yogendra Shah, Hope Clinic's longtime chief abortionist, whom she said was forced out by new management this past February. "He eventually resigned because we exposed him to everybody, but this guy was the one that was doing the abortions that day when we had the four ambulances show up," she noted. Numerous other reviews complain of a doctor of the same description and with the same temperament. One woman noted that an Indian doctor "was so rough" with her during her procedure that she screamed and cried. Contrary to the "hope" the clinic promised, she wrote that she left feeling "hopeless and defeated." Another reviewer mentioned Shah by name, noting that he yelled at her for crying out in pain during procedure. "He was too rough, had no empathy or sympathy," she wrote. She also disclosed that she had since learned Shah denuded the lining of her uterus into the muscle to the point where she "bled for a month" and needed a hysteroscopy, laparoscopy, and another dilation and curettage to determine the extent of the damage. Other testimonials described instances where women needed emergency medical treatment to repair the damage done to their bodies, including a review posted just five months ago. "I began to bleed excessively—so much that they were filling bags with my blood," the patient wrote. "Despite repeatedly telling them I felt like I was going to die, my concerns were ignored, and no immediate action was taken." After two hours, she said the clinic told her that if she stayed there any longer, she could die. "I was rushed to the ER, where they immediately gave me blood and performed emergency surgery to save my life." Hope-Clinic-review-screenshot-1.png Describing the experience as "incredibly traumatic and dangerous," the woman added that she intended to sue. If she does, she will join a lengthy list of other women and families that have sued the clinic and its staff over the years. Shah has been named specifically in more than a dozen lawsuits, including two wrongful death suits, most of which have been settled out of court. In one notable case, patient Melanie Mills sued him for performing an abortion on her when she wasn't even pregnant. Mills went on to become an outspoken pro-life advocate. The Michaels have also sued the clinic. Their lawsuit, settled in 2007, accused a clinic escort of shoving their daughter to the ground and alleged Shah tried to run Michael's husband over with his car. "They've gotten away with so much violence, it's just, it's unbelievable," she said. Possible Criminal Activity One particularly troubling testimonial describes what at the very least appears to be a case of uncaring and unprofessional treatment by Hope Clinic staff. At most, it could be a crime. "This was by far the worst experience of my life," wrote the patient, who allegedly scheduled a surgical abortion at the clinic in September 2023. At her first appointment, she said the doctor's manual opening of her cervix "hurt extremely bad" and that she only received ibuprofen for the pain. She was then told to go back to her hotel until the morning, when she would be dilated enough for the procedure. At 4 a.m., the patient awoke to intense cramping and realized she was in labor. She called the clinic and was advised to take pain medication and see if that helped. It didn't. When she arrived at the clinic two hours later, she was in so much pain she couldn't walk. "My Uber [driver] had to hold me up," she wrote. Once inside, she told a nurse that she felt faint. The nurse's alleged response was to advise her to go to the emergency room. After a friend helped her convince the nurse over the phone to let her stay, the patient sank to the floor, crying and screaming in pain. Feeling overheated, she requested help removing her shirt. Instead of helping her, the nurse reportedly just "stood there and looked" at her until asked again. After finally removing the patient's shirt, the nurse told her to stand up "without offering help or nothing." Eventually, the nurse assisted her, and as she stood up, she realized her baby was crowning. She was then taken back to a treatment room where she delivered her baby. "I sat [there] 20 minutes with a baby hanging from inside of me," she wrote. "I cried ... I could feel the baby just sitting by my vaginal area." After that, she said the experience was "not too bad" because staff gave her anesthesia "to finish." What happened next is a mystery, though the reviewer's account appears to suggest her child received no immediate medical attention after it was born. As she does not disclose how far along her pregnancy was, it could be that the child was not viable. But as this woman's baby was large enough for her to feel it hanging out of her body and lying next to her, the circumstances certainly warrant further investigation. Under the federal Born-Alive Infants Protection Act of 2002, infants born alive after failed abortions are entitled to equal protection under the law. Though Illinois law does not specifically mandate protections for such infants—a proposal to that effect is pending—failing to provide them with necessary medical care could constitute criminal child neglect under existing law. The problem is getting the right people to care. Michael said she has tried countless times to get someone to investigate. "I have approached senators, I have approached politicians, I've even gone to Democrats that my husband grew up with," she said. "It's just amazing how everybody's covering up what's happening here in Illinois." Out of Sight, Out of Mind The evidence of a cover-up is compelling. While investigating a June 2022 incident at Hope Clinic, pro-life group Operation Rescue found evidence clinic staff were using private backchannels to secretly request medical transports for patients. When the organization's Freedom of Information Act request for the clinic's 911 call returned no responsive records, the group checked the emergency dispatch recordings for the corresponding time frame. Eight minutes before witnesses saw the ambulance arrive at the clinic, a dispatcher was recorded asking, "EMS, can you contact us back for a possible transport?" The dispatcher provided no additional details as to the emergency in question, though Operation Rescue holds that it must have been the Hope Clinic emergency. The group described the dispatcher's request for a phone call as "an obvious attempt to subvert the 911 system, a publicly available recording." In 2023, Operation Rescue documented 15 medical emergencies at Hope Clinic that required medical transfers, including three within one week in November. In one case, the pro-life group filed a formal complaint with the Illinois Department of Public Health after an abortionist perforated the uterus of a 13-year-old statutory rape victim. “It is unknown whether the abortionist who performed the botched abortion reported the child’s rape,” Troy Newman, president of Operation Rescue, said at the time. “My staff is looking into this and filing a formal complaint concerning this middle-school aged girl who was already violated sexually and then violated again by the blood-thirsty abortionists at this hopelessly dangerous facility.” The health department wrote back that the complaint "may or may not trigger an investigation," and that if one ensued, officials would be in touch. No further communication ever occurred. Journalist Megan Twohey—one of the reporters who broke the Harvey Weinstein scandal—has also reported on state officials' lack of transparency and curiosity when it comes to abortion-related data. In a 2011 article in the Chicago Tribune, Twohey noted that what little information was available to the public was so opaque "it was impossible to determine" whether six abortion-related deaths the Tribune had uncovered were ever documented. In a separate report, Twohey detailed the massive gaps in statewide abortion data. She found that state regulators recorded between 7,000 and 17,000 fewer abortions per year than those identified by a national research group and suggested that regulators "may be allowing doctors and clinics to operate off the books." Twohey also found that nearly 4,000 reports of abortion complications in 2009 were missing their required descriptions. "Health care providers who intentionally fail to submit accurate and complete reports are committing a criminal act, and a failure to report abortion complications is grounds for revoking their licenses, but the Department of Public Health has never sought disciplinary action against a provider," the journalist wrote. (RELATED: Illinois Doubles Down on Abortion Extremism, Forces Colleges to Offer Abortion Pills) Dark Money Covers Dark Deeds State officials have since revised the Public Health Department's abortion data collection and reporting methods to make the truth even less accessible. In 2023, the department announced that it would only report aggregate-level abortion totals for Illinois residents and out-of-state residents rather than county or state-specific totals. Additionally, the state now only reports age ranges for abortion patients instead of their specific ages, among other changes. Officials claimed the changes were to boost patient privacy. When you follow the money, however, another possible motive emerges. Tax filings reviewed by Restoration News reveal that from 2016 to 2023, Hope Clinic's Granite City location received more than $5.1 million in grant funding from Hopewell Fund. Hopewell is one of many shell nonprofits in the dark money web weaved by Arabella Advisors, the Left's limitless shadow ATM nestled deep in the heart of the Washington Swamp. Abortion, meanwhile, is Democrats' golden calf—the issue they can always count on exploiting to drive their blue-haired base to the polls. With deep-pocketed progressives keeping Hope Clinic's doors open, it should come as no surprise that Illinois' Democrat-controlled government—spearheaded by the state's abortion-obsessed Gov. J.B. Pritzker—has no interest in what really goes on inside. "Pritzker, our wonderful governor here, basically let the abortionists inside Hope Clinic write" the state's Reproductive Health Care Act of 2019, Michael said. The law established that women have "a fundamental right" to kill their babies in utero until fetal viability, as determined by their abortionist. It also repealed a 1975 trigger ban on all abortions except those deemed necessary to save a woman's life. The new law, Michael said, "only protects the abortionists, and there are no regulations. They don't even get inspected." With state officials refusing to look under the hood, Michael said she fears for the unsuspecting women who walk through Hope Clinic's doors. "These girls are taking a risk, and they don't understand," she said. "I tell them, 'You may leave in a body bag today because these people are not held accountable.'" *Editor's note: The names of these reviewers have been withheld for their privacy. (READ MORE: 'Plan C': The Dark Money Activists Smuggling the Abortion Pill into Red States)
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